Never ever expected has happened within few seconds

oh my god,
for whom i am thinking so much
for whom i am not sleeping till morning
for whom i am sacrificing my happiness
for whom my personnel objective becomes last one
for whom i can not manage my time for my kid
for whom i am going away from my jindarhi
for whom i take risk of earning my life
for whom i am not concentrating on my own career

i don't want to describe the one who is precious for me
i just want to see the success for that one
i just want to see the smooth road for that one
i just want to see the happiness for that one
i just want to remove the darkness from his/her ways
i just want make him/her so much able to face every bloody stage of the life
i just want to see his/her independent at every stage

may be the way of doing my job is different
may be my principle are different and uncommon
may be my view of thinking is not acceptable to everyone
may be i am unable to find a smooth way of doing all this

but i know that i am not useless and my intentions are well directed
The one who is precious for me could not value my efforts
and it hurts drastically deep inside where i locate the love for that one

oh my god! i am unable to go through this trauma.........and hoping a help from You



it would give me a great pleasure if someone can recognize that one who is more precious than my life for me............


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